"... the culmination of a journey of loss and redemption ..."
Santa Barbara News-Press

"... a cathartic and riveting film ... all on powerfully emotional display ... must-see film about grief, trauma, masculinity, and the roads to healing and peace." Santa Barbara Independent.

"To take an idea and to see it to fruition is pure magic. When that event also
heals souls and hidden wounds, it is a miracle."
Tolosa Press
What is the personal cost of war?  Soldiers fight for us, and do not comprehend that their memories will affect them the rest of their lives. And as citizens of a country making them fight, do we really understand that human cost? Can these memories of killing ever be erased?
    All these questions and more serve as the backbone of Killing Memories, a feature- length documentary that follows five American war veterans who served together in Vietnam 40 years ago as they reunite to tour battlefields, meet former enemies, and confront the ghosts of their past. Though the film is focused on overcoming the wounds of the past, it resonates loudly in the present, as America continues fighting wars and sending her children into battle.
Rich Luttrell, who kept a photo of the first man he killed and, years later, discovered that he had become the spiritual father of the dead man’s daughter. He will reunite with her, and also investigate his accidental killing of a French priest.
Terry Wren, who survived a massacre when he hid while watching his friends die. He will go back to where it happened, try to connect with the dead and deal with his guilt.
Tom Donhke, who lost a hero of his in the same battle, a medic who was killed trying to save others. In honoring his friend, Tom will discover that returning to Vietnam is a lot like going home.
Benito Garcia, who is still filled with rage after serving multiple tours where he garnered a reputation for brutality by beheading his enemies and posting their heads on stakes. This convicted bank-robber, gunrunner, and drug smuggler will meet men he would have gladly killed, and establish a simple human connection.
Pete Pepper, who was their commander and, at age 23, known as the “old man.” Six years ago, when his wife committed suicide with his gun from Vietnam, his men reconnected with Pete out of the blue when he believed his life was lost. He brought these men back to Vietnam because they had saved his life, in the war, and now. They were his responsibility then, and they remain his charge today.
ABOUT THE FILMMAKER: Writer, producer, and director Pete Pepper became a broadcast journalist in Los Angeles and the Bay Area following his time in Vietnam. He organized the trip back to Vietnam as a way of repaying his men for their understanding and loyalty.
NEXT SCREENING: April 26 at 9pm, on KCET, Public Television for Los Angeles. Find out more here
MORE INFO: To arrange a fund-raising screening for your veterans organization, contact petepepper@aol.com